10.05.2010

The waiting game...

I called my surgeon yesterday to check if maybe, just maybe my pathology report was back.

It wasn't. What I did find out is that their office scheduled my one week post-op appointment for two weeks out from my surgery. I changed that to this Friday, and then inquired about checking daily for my path report. Not only will they not tell me my results over the phone, but they will not even tell me if the reports are in. Which means when I show up on Friday I may or may not find out on that day if I have breast cancer. And here I was totally thinking I would take a half day for my appointment and go back to work. I've been pretty stoic during this, but finding out I have breast cancer and then going back to teach would even surpass what I'm capable of pulling off acting wise.

I did have some doctor luck, MD Anderson Cancer Center called me back and I have a tentative appointment with an oncologist just in case those pathology reports come back with the results that were expected. The woman who is my coordinator is fabulous and I am super impressed with how they handle things. The surgeon? Not so much so.

Dr.Sister called me and I told her about my "findings". She is amazed that this is the level of care from the surgeon and told me to ask him if it's the same standard of care he would give his mother, sister, or daughter. She uses that line with her residents- and it totally works. It's amazing how your job performance goes up when you picture the person you are doing work for as your blood relative.

I have been battling a sinus infection for almost two weeks now. I woke up this morning thinking my nose was running, only to get to the kleenex box and find it was blood. So making that appointment for after school today. There's a z-pack out there with my name on it.

8 comments:

  1. I know if the results are bad, the initial shock will be enough to knock you on your arse for a while. But, here in our hill country small town, two teachers continued teaching all the way through their chemo - one for breast cancer. She was my daughter's 2nd grade teacher at the time, so she bought a wig early and wore it before her hair fell out, so the kids would get used to her that way. I would say she took one day a month off to recover from her chemo (which she got after school) and that was about it. She was SUCH a trooper, I couldn't believe it. She is now in remission and a total joy to be around. I have been praying for you!

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  2. I thought they could give those results immediately while you were still in surgery. Oh well, hope things come out OK.
    But in CSI they have results in minutes . . .

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  3. Good-Ness! I hope you feel better soon..Z-packs rock! As for the other..your surgeon sounds like a bit of a tool but I am glad you were able to get the oncology appointment..I can't wait until you can cancel it! Praying for you! I know no matter the outcome, you will be fine..you are AMAZING & FABULOUS & WONDERFUL and you make the world a better place so you HAVE to be fine! Keep your chin up & let us know if you need anything at all!

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  4. Wishing you all the best from little New Zealand. What is it with surgeons? Seems like they need to add some social skills classes for some of them!

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  5. Seems like you can't catch a break lately. If you need a project to take your mind off things, we're in the middle of re-doing the patio. I could absolutely use some ideas on flooring, decorating, etc...... ;)

    PS ~ Wine was extra good on my old porch, so I have no doubt it's gonna be even better on the new one. Feel free to stop by anytime.

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  6. My fingers and toes are crossed for you and I continue to hold you close in my prayers.

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  7. This waiting is KILLING me so I know it must be HELL for you. Love you!

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  8. Kristin- Understatement of all! I am a wreck- holding it together for classroom kids and family. Then I collapse at night and worry.

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Thanks so much for popping in. I appreciate all of your lovely comments...Tricia